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[blaiddydblood]

It's still so hard to wrap my head around you having a crush on me back then... [ He was so awkward and stiff and still learning how to be a king-in-waiting but also make friends around his age outside of the nobility. ]

But this is as real as anything, I promise.

[perfectteatime]

It was hard for me to identify what was happening back then, anyways. Just knew I felt different around you.

[blaiddydblood]

Well, I suppose I was likely no better... if not a fair more obvious in hindsight. [ He does reflect back on it often, if he's being honest. Just how upfront and earnest he was about how he felt without realizing the true meaning behind it all until much, much later. ]

[perfectteatime]

Honestly Dimitri, looking back you came onto me rather relentlessly. It was incredibly cute. Mesmerizing.

[blaiddydblood]

Ahem, well, that is... I stand by what I said, of course, but I... Goodness, perhaps I was a bit more forward than even I realized.

[perfectteatime]

You are criminally fun to tease, you know?

Even so, I can still recall how brightly you smiled at me that day.

[blaiddydblood]

I... have been told as such, yes.

[ Thanks, Sylvain. ]

Well, of course, I did. I was genuinely glad to see you settling into your role at the monastery well. I also admit I was glad you seemed to trust me enough to open up in such a way.

It gave me hope that maybe what I asked when we'd first met, that you return to Faerghus with me, wasn't as unthinkable as it had been in the beginning.

[perfectteatime]

I could have never foreseen everything that lead us to this point. I really wanted to spend more time with you then. You're still my best friend.

You really helped me open up so much. I kind of wish I would have just gone to Faerghus with you right then.

[blaiddydblood]

Part of me does too. I wonder, once in a while, about how things might have been different but...

I wouldn't know you as I do now either, I don't think. And exactly as we are and what we may yet be on this path is all that I want.

[perfectteatime]

I wouldn't change things now, I don't think. I don't want to think about not being with you.

...

This is going to sound so strange but when you talk like that... it really makes me want to fuck you.

[blaiddydblood]

I- [ Excuse him, he's... just a little caught off guard! Although, really, he's unsure why. ]

Well, I'm not opposed to that by any means.

[perfectteatime]

You're such a good sport.

I just love when you're so... so sincere like that.

[blaiddydblood]

I see... In that case, I doubt I will leave you wanting for much. I tend to be almost too sincere for my own good, according to some, and I'm doubtful that will change.

Especially not if it's something about me you admire.

[perfectteatime]

Well I a glad for it. It is one of my favorite things about you.

And the sound of your laugh, and the way you smile... just to name a few.

[blaiddydblood]

Only a few, hm? Well, I'd be happy to hear more if you have the time... And tell you all my favorite things about you, too.

[perfectteatime]

Well... I love how you look at me in the morning, and at night when we go to bed.

And... uh. Your chest.

[blaiddydblood]

[ How he looks at Byleth, is it? He actually didn't consider that he looked at him any sort of way, but... Perhaps he'll need to take notice if he does from now on. ]

My chest? [ Although posed as a question, well- Dimitri knows by now that's a physical feature of his that people... enjoy. ]

I suppose I might have to find clothing that accentuates it, in that case.

[perfectteatime]

... Do you really mean that?

[ Because if so, he is going to be so horny all the time, flames. ]

Everything else aside, you- you really don't know just how attractive you are, do you? I know I've said it before, but I can't overstate what you do to me at just a glance. I am so helplessly smitten with you in every way possible.

[blaiddydblood]

I do, if it'd make you happy.

[ Horny, happy- Same difference! ]

I... It has been brought to my attention that I am, I suppose, but I never really thought of it too much. All that matters to me though is the opinion of those I love these days so, well, it means a lot to me to hear it. That you find me so attractive still, that is.

[perfectteatime]

I do not think a day goes by that I don't wake up and feel good to see your cute face and beautiful body. Your loving personality aside. So much I adore about you.

Even simply being close to you makes me feel better. I never knew a single person could have such a soothing effect on me.

[blaiddydblood]

Ah...

I am honored to know that I mean so much to you, truly. I can only say the same. I never imagined that someone such as you would love one such as me in any way.

[perfectteatime]

Dimitri, I am so in love with you I can't even see straight when you're in the room.

[blaiddydblood]

That would explain why you seem so much more prone to bodily injury and recklessness when I'm involved, I suppose.

[perfectteatime]

That may... actually be true...

[blaiddydblood]

Are you just now realizing?

I guess I can't say much, considering I tend to be the same... It's impossible to deny that I become especially reckless when it comes to the matter of ensuring your safety.