That much is true. Would he always, in the instance of Edelgard winning the war...? ]
There might be, [ he says, tired. ] Byleth and I... We have made plans for the future. To allow me to see that rot eradicated and be able to live our lives, along with everyone else, freely someday.
Am I supposed to be happy about that? Am I supposed to be happy that I get to go back to my world, where I have no home, no friends, the only purpose I have is to kill monsters and bandits, and the only reason I haven't fallen on my own blade is because then I'd have to admit that I'm the one responsible for all of my misery?
[A pause interrupted only by Felix's ragged breathing.]
[ Dimitri tries to interject. But it's too late since he hears the click and following dead air that signifies him ending the call.
Part of him wants to seek out the other man immediately, like he might have before, but another part knows that it might be best to give him some space. He can try to re-explain when emotions aren't so high. ]
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That much is true. Would he always, in the instance of Edelgard winning the war...? ]
There might be, [ he says, tired. ] Byleth and I... We have made plans for the future. To allow me to see that rot eradicated and be able to live our lives, along with everyone else, freely someday.
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What future? We're dead.
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We can - and have - restored worlds through our efforts here. Eventually, the goal is to restore our own.
CW suicidality
Am I supposed to be happy about that? Am I supposed to be happy that I get to go back to my world, where I have no home, no friends, the only purpose I have is to kill monsters and bandits, and the only reason I haven't fallen on my own blade is because then I'd have to admit that I'm the one responsible for all of my misery?
[A pause interrupted only by Felix's ragged breathing.]
...Fuck.
[He kills the call.]
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[ Dimitri tries to interject. But it's too late since he hears the click and following dead air that signifies him ending the call.
Part of him wants to seek out the other man immediately, like he might have before, but another part knows that it might be best to give him some space. He can try to re-explain when emotions aren't so high. ]